i really oughtta

so right now what i really should be doing is driving around rockwall submitting various job applications. or filling them out, at the very least. i know it's no excuse, but.. i just really dont feel like jumping on that right at this very moment. so i'll waste a little time on my blog, and then i'll go do it anyway -_-

school is meh. it's more tiring than i remember it being. i think maybe the whole commuting situation contributes to that. i have however decided that maybe one or two of my professors might obtain my good opinion... the rest of them really arent showing much promise. the philosopher thinks he's amazing and spouts nonsense constantly. the Indian speaks decent english but doesnt always know what she's talking about in the physics department. my lab teacher is cool. total nerd. the lighting designer has alot on her plate, so i'm reserving judgement. i'm inclined to like her though :)
mr government tries to be controversial and bland all at the same time.. and somehow he almost succeeds :/ and last but not least, the editor.. my english teacher... miss happy-go-lucky i have nothing valuable to say that you havent heard before the 10th grade.
bleh. i'll be thankful when my basics are done.
and with that, i promise not to complain about school anymore. i might rant about something stupid mr philosopher said but i'll not complain about school anymore. it's lame. but i already typed it all out so i'm not gonna erase it this time :p

on a more serious and less disappointing note, here's some new lyrics. they go with an amazing piece of music and they make alot more sense sung than written, but here they are anyway. they might make an interesting piece of prose.

The Resurrection

It is finished
the last drop of blood hits the bleeding ground
My God, My God
this world of stain has spent all my heart

the battle is born
conviction still is strong
but evil fights hard
and they need you now

Lightning splits the darkened sky
my body is torn, like the shroud of old
this world I love has hope, and I
I am broken

earthquakes and thunder rolls
power untold
hold onto what you know
I will live

the rising sun
the stoneless grave
see the light
hear the angels say
Jesus our Lord,
He is risen!

Dearest faithless, I am faithful
breathe my breath, touch my scars
love has beaten fear now powerless
the curse is gone; New life starts



and after all
all He wanted was you
the promise holds
God didn't leave you alone.

<3