message in a bottle

hey you
you know, you do have a choice
i mean, i'm not saying you should or you shouldnt... in fact, i wont venture to make any suggestion either way. its not my place and i dont trust myself to make that call. cuz i mean, one way you look at it i could just be saying that out of selfishness. but then, if i took the other side, i could be just saying that because its the non-selfish thing to say. i dont know whats best for you, so i wont venture to think that i can take a step back and offer a rational answer. eh?
still though, you seem to be going to such lengths to find a reason NOT to take it.
you do have a choice. if its what you need to do then i support you friend. take it! its really up to you to weigh the one against the option... just dont choose one because you feel like you have to. i dont want you to be miserable, ya know? sometimes you gotta grow up and do the responsible thing, and sometimes you dont stand to gain all that much for the sake of being grown-up.
i guess all i'm saying.. what i think you need to hear.. is that either way is ok, and you needn't feel bad or look for justification either way. you're not going to make a bad call.

<3

p.s.
i may or may not still have my fingers crossed